Lately, I was very depressed because of many things. Its not been long time since i discovered a gaol I want to reach. However, this making me more and more depressed whenever I made small mistake. So, I am trying now to challenge my sub-conscious mind by telling it everyday that I can reach my goal and I will "in sha allah" reach it. My goal is not easy for someone like me in my state, but I don't intend to stay as I am. I will make ,my current life and state, my biggest motivation to reach my goal. Just wait for me my goal !!